I Know How Murder Victims Feel Before They Die

I can still hear the excitement in my husband’s voice, telling me his plans for that day. The day I found out how murder victims feel before they die. A gun holstered on his hip, he held up the large machete he’d hand-crafted just for me. Or more specifically, for my death. I was on

Ugly Reasons I Cheated On My Narcissist Husband

So, why did I cheat on my Narcissist husband? While I’m not proud of it, I’m not exactly ashamed of it, either. Justified or not, the narc gave me plenty of reasons to want payback. For nine agonizing months, I waited for a neurosurgeon.. I needed a complicated procedure that was relatively new. It was

The Indelible Mark Of A Victim

The Indelible Mark That Screams Victim When I began my journey to healing, I wore the indelible mark of a former victim of Narcissistic Abuse. Everything about me seemed to shout that I was a broken human being.  It’s not exactly a badge of honor, but it’s not something survivors should be ashamed of, either.

What You Need to Know About Violent Narcissists

Narcissists don’t have to be enraged to become violent, although anger is often why they resort to physical abuse. My ex-husband is a Malignant Narcissist who didn’t need a reason to plow his fist into my head. He just did it whenever the urge struck. That’s not to say all narcissists are violent, but those