Narcissists ignore restraining orders because they think normal rules of society don’t apply to them. They consider themselves superior to the rest of us mortals, and far above those pesky state and federal laws.
I can still hear the excitement in my husband’s voice, telling me his plans. He held up a huge machete, and looked at it lovingly. Turns out, he hand-crafted it just for me. Or more specifically, for my death. I was on the floor, hands tied behind my back, dazed from a blow to the…
So, why did I cheat on my Narcissist husband? While I’m not proud of it, I’m not exactly ashamed of it, either. Justified or not, the narc gave me plenty of reasons to want payback. For nine agonizing months, I waited for a neurosurgeon.. I needed a complicated procedure that was relatively new. It was…
The Indelible Mark That Screams Victim When I began my journey to healing, I wore the indelible mark of a former victim of Narcissistic Abuse. Everything about me seemed to shout that I was a broken human being. It’s not exactly a badge of honor, but it’s not something survivors should be ashamed of, either….
Narcissists don’t have to be enraged to become violent, although anger is often why they resort to physical abuse. My ex-husband is a Malignant Narcissist who didn’t need a reason to plow his fist into my head. He just did it whenever the urge struck. That’s not to say all narcissists are violent, but those…